quick 20 min doodle break from my background studies
"oh no what have i done
what have i forgotten
what have i left"
i guess if you guys really want to know what the deal is with this pic,
i constantly worrie, about what? everything, but mainly, i lose things often,
my second day with my apartment keys...i lost them
second week with my school ID lost it- just found it yesterday though
i could go on and on and on, with all the stuff i have already lost this school year and its only the 3rd week.
im a bit scatterbrained, and have to much on my mind at the momment,
the thing is, i alwasy eventually find them, or they find their way back to me, (bus mails them to me, someone finds it and returns yadda yadda yadda)
im just really lucky...always
im finally somewhat settled into my apartment and now im functioning with my new room, maybe ill do a room meme XD so everyone can see it, i love it...and its clean believe it or not XD
on another...very happy note,
the school gifted me something unbeleiavable, as some of you may know right now, i did loose everything this summer, my famly went through forclosure, adn we were evicted from my childhood house. me and pretty much the rest of our nation, america, so im not looking for sympathy, ^^/ or attention about it, im jst stating a fact. and school looked impossible at that point. so my parents told me that i have to pay for my eduation on my own, cause they couldnt help me anymore. SOOOOO
i worked...like a slave dog this summer, trying to give me a head start to this year. though it wasnt enough, 30K a year my school costs, or about a little more..i rounded it XD
thats not including living expenses. i was skeptical about going i really was, i could work a year, go a year, work a year, but graduate in twice the time... which wasnt appealing to me really... but oh well, do what you gotta do, to get where you wanna get.
i still went my second year seeing how things would pan out, and it certainly did
my school, knowing what happened, send me a revised finachal aid letter, paying for nearly... 90% or so of my bill.
i can now pay for it, kinda, i still need to pull out a loan, i really dont have money at all ;3 it did help though, and made it more managable.
so all is good now, im studying to be an animator, and i havent loved every school day more, i am so happy. i can honeslty say, that i havent loved life more then i have this year.
all the shit i have gone through makes moments like these so much more sweeter.
i am gratful ;3